2011年12月27日 星期二

The Music - You Might As Well Try To Fuck Me

Yann Tiersen - Fuck Me :)

2011年12月15日 星期四

我的新生活中 part1

MY NEW LIFE   Vol.I

Jeanette

From very young, I always felt very attracted to her underwear for women with whom I grew up. In my house, besides my parents and two older brothers, lived three aunts, sisters of my mother, and my maternal grandmother and, of course, the area where dry clothes after washing, always full of panties and lucia multi-colored bra, which always struck me and distracting my concentration. Also, we had a neighbor who always shared with our children's games and, for reasons of age to play with me playing a girl, ten months younger than me, whom I deeply envied by the clothes she wore, above all, the inner and things to openly of her sex and that I loved, but I could not do. For example, we loved to play the doctor, my turn to be sick, my brother to a doctor and her nurse, until one day when my brother was not asked him to play with her little brother who came to an sick and I suggested to her that it was the doctor, while I was doing the role of nurse. Thereafter, if it was my brother, did not play the doctor, with the full complicity of my neighbor. Still, with their involuntary complicity, I first had a thong in my hands that was Rosadita and had a jingle in the back, which I had to hold because he happened to be found in a closet we had to check to get a toy.
That day I made indelible in my life and, simultaneously, I kept seeing the underwear of my aunts and mom on the line of the house. Every time I drew more, but could not find the time to get one, not for want of trying, but for fear of getting caught, until one day I decided. I remember I had a bad flu and mom took me to his room to sleep for fever, would then like 10 years old. At about three o'clock, I get really drunk and my dad, making me asleep, vi. and heard as forced to have that night. So I definitely framework, the feeling of sorrow and solidarity I felt with my mom. I remember the next day, when I was showering, for the first time in my life I hid my sex (pipe or cock) between my legs to form a vagina (or pussy cunt). Little by little I began arming of value, until the big day arrived for my debut.
Shortly after celebrating my eleventh birthday, I was left alone in the house and could not resist the temptation and went to the room of my aunts. To all these, my body had undergone some transformations, among others, were present in the incipient growth of some tits, while the boy remained fairly pipi and fully hooded. After I explain the root of these changes in my body. Being in the room of my aunt, I was a white lace bra that cost me a lot of power fastening, did not know how, and the same color panties. That excited me a lot and for the first time in my life, I masturbate wearing women's clothes. Since that day, whenever I was alone, to the same thing. A panties and bra add about panty hose, then a bottom, then a matching skirt and blouse, of course, some makeup. That made him at least once a week and when I could not do it, I felt deeply frustrated, until I began to study high school. At school where I studied, were free Thursday afternoon and, like all home working and studying my brothers, I was alone and could give me a taste, even putting on panties and a bra under my clothes for men to go to the supply of the corner to buy a soda or anything that happened to me. As I could wear more often, I was awakened interest in boys. He always tried to urinate say that in rush hour, and so I was easier to see, albeit from afar, the sex of their classmates. Little by little I started incorporating some instruments to transform my sessions, sausages, cucumbers, bananas, carrots with which caressed the beginning, the little hole in my ass and then masturbating I introduced them with the illusion that I was a man penetrating with his penis.
When I turned 13, I go to study in the same course a blond boy, as we say in Venezuela catire that struck me the first time I saw him. and feel free to make friends with. Gradually, their friendship grew and we gave each other confidence. This friendship also gradually was transformed into admiration for the good student who was born and I have great affection for him, to the point that every night we talked on the phone (like boyfriends, almost) and reached its peak a long weekend holidays, when I felt neglected, but me great uneasiness. Actually, I was longing for in my life. I realized then that she was in love for the first time in my life.
Like every Thursday afternoon still had the free, always inviting him home to school and my mom and aunt, who was my godmother, amounted to meet one day. That night, after he left, mom, my aunt and I just talk about it, his education, his manners and beautiful it was. There, my aunt, and after what I confess, I was your suspicion about my sexual orientation, which openly talk later. Of course, as we met, my love for him grew until one day he is thorough. I remember arriving at school and even though my mother and my brothers were home for lunch, I managed to get a black bikini panties with lace the room of one of my aunts and I put my pants under my shorts in hiding bag where I kept my books. Almost finishing lunch, I get my friend who came to study with me. Mama and my brothers went to do her thing on the street with greater confidence because I was accompanied. After after a while, we set out to study in the dining room and when I opened the package, the first thing that jump was his underwear and laughed a lot, wondering what to that there. Well I take the side of humor and said that insurance was a joke from one of my brothers. As the afternoon wore on, trust, and my attraction, grew rapidly, until in a moment more and can not put my right hand on her sex. He was surprised, but did not dislike the idea. I wonder what happened to me and said he wanted to deal and touch it, to which no resistance and let me pull down the pants closure. The excitement peaked quad did your male tool, white, straight and very red head inviting me to hold her in my hands and my mouth. The dining room, we went to my room I shared with my two brothers, where we undressed. When he saw who was wearing panties understood, finally, about the underwear on the package. We went to bed and first thing I did was to take her pretty mouth to penis, the first thing I had in my hands in my life, to begin to suck. I started with the testicles, licking the scrotum, then he was kissing and licking the penis like an ice cream until I introduced it in his mouth and suck until I felt the blast of cum in my mouth. One of the richest flavor I've ever felt in my life, above all, because then I confess it was the first time someone did. As your penis is erect despite his ejaculation, I asked him to fuck her. We did not know how, but he had read in a magazine, it was better that I put some lubricant on my ass. I ran to my mom's room and I brought a jar of face cream, which he unto me gently on the little hole, introduced shortly his fingers until he decided, and I put in a position to penetrate dog for me. Gradually I was getting into and removing it when it hurt me, until the excitement made me his prisoner and did everything that was in my power to fully enter her pee in my ass. He moved very well and soon expanded it felt like his penis inside me until I cum, spraying his sperm all my guts, then we were in bed for a while and started to kiss very tenderly until I felt his new erection and asked him to fuck me again, which he accepted with pleasure until I felt his Mmmmmm, milk again flooding my body. It had been his wife, his first wife, and my first man, had made me a woman. Since that day, our friendship grew to the point that at school or on the bus where we moved when we were alone or percatábamos that there was no known, we kissed, held hands, we wrote loving messages as two boyfriends where I always towards the role of women. I felt like I had always wanted to be.

我的新生活中,一
 
珍妮特
 
從很年輕,我總是覺得很吸引她的內衣與我長大的婦女。在我家,除了我的父母和兩個哥哥,住著三個阿姨,我的母親的姐妹,和我的外婆,當然,地方晾衣服,洗滌後,總是充滿了內褲和露西亞多色文胸,總是讓我吃驚和分散我的注意力。此外,我們有一個鄰居誰總是與我們的孩子的遊戲共享,年齡與我打一個女孩,比我小十個月的可發揮的原因,其中我深深羨慕她穿的衣服高於一切,,的內心和事物她的性別公開,我很喜歡,但我不能這樣做。例如,我們喜歡玩醫生,輪到我生病,我的兄弟醫生和她的護士,直到有一天,當我的兄弟沒有問他發揮她的弟弟來到一個生病,我建議她,這是醫生,而我是做護士的作用。此後,如果是我的兄弟,沒有發揮醫生,我的鄰居全共犯。不過,他們不由自主的共犯,我第一次在我手中,是Rosadita的丁字褲,在後面的順口溜,我不得不舉行,因為他被發現在壁櫥裡,我們有檢查,以得到一個玩具發生。


那一天,我做出了不可磨滅的在我的生活,同時,我看到我的姑姑和媽媽的房子內衣。每次我吸引了,但找不到的時候得到一個,想嘗試,但害怕被抓到,直到有一天我決定。我記得我有一個壞感和媽媽帶我到他的房間睡覺,為發燒,然後像10歲。約三點鐘,我得到真的醉了,我爸,讓我睡著了,VI。聽到被迫當晚。所以我一定的框架內,悲傷和團結的感覺,我覺得我的媽媽。我記得第二天,當我洗澡,我有生以來第一次,我躲在我的雙腿之間,形成陰道(或貓陰戶)我的性別(管道或公雞)。一點一點,我開始武裝的價值,直到抵達我登場的大日子。慶祝我的第十一屆歲生日後不久,我被單獨留在家中房子和無法抗拒的誘惑,去我阿姨的房間。所有這些,我的身體經歷了一些變革,除其它外,目前在一些奶初期增長,而男孩仍然相當批批完全罩住。當我解釋這些變化的根在我的身上。在姨媽的房間,我是一個白色的花邊胸罩,花了我很多電源緊固,不知道怎麼樣,和相同顏色的內褲。那個激動了我很多,我有生以來第一次,我手淫穿著女人的衣服。從那一天起,每當我獨自一人,同樣的事情。一個內褲和胸罩添加連褲襪,然後底部,然後匹配的裙子和襯衫,當然,一些妝。這使得他每星期至少一次,當我不能這樣做,我感到深深的沮喪,直到我開始學習高中。在學校,我學的,是免費的星期四下午,像所有的工作和學習我的兄弟回家,我獨自一人,可以給我一個味道,甚至把男性內褲和胸罩下我的衣服去供應角落買汽水或任何發生在我身上。正如我可以穿更多的時候,我被驚醒了男孩的興趣。他總是試圖小便說,在上下班高峰,所以我更容易地看到,儘管從遠處看去,同學們的性別,。一點一點,我開始結合一些手段來改造我的會議上,香腸,黃瓜,香蕉,胡蘿蔔與愛撫開始,在我的屁股的小洞,然後自慰我介紹了他們的錯覺,我是一個男人,他的陰莖滲透


13當我轉過身,我去研究一位金發碧眼的男孩在同一過程中,我們在委內瑞拉 catire說,打動了我,我第一次見到他。並隨時結交朋友。漸漸地,他們的友誼增長,我們給了對方的信心。這種友誼也逐漸轉化為欽佩出生的好學生,我對他滿懷深情,點,每天晚上,我們談男朋友,幾乎一樣在手機上,並達到了頂峰,一個長週末假期,當我覺得被忽略,但我非常不安。其實,我在我的生活的嚮往。然後我意識到,她的愛是我有生以來第一次。


仍然像每星期四下午的自由,學校總是邀請他的家和我的媽媽和阿姨,是我的乾媽,總額為滿足有一天。那天晚上,他離開後,媽媽,姑姑和我剛才講了,他的教育,他的舉止和美麗了。在那裡,我的姑姑,經過我承認,我是你的懷疑我的性取向,公開以後再說。當然,作為我們見面,我對他的愛長大,直到有一天,他是徹底的。我記得在學校抵達,即使我的母親和我的兄弟回家吃午飯,我設法得到一個黑色的比基尼內褲,花邊的房間我的一位嬸嬸,我把我的褲子,躲在袋在我的短褲,我一直我書籍。幾乎完成午餐,讓我的朋友,跟我來學習的。媽媽和我的兄弟們一起在大街上,因為我是伴隨著以更大的信心,她做的事情。經過一段時間後,我們在飯廳研究,當我打開包,跳的第一件事,是他的內衣,笑了很多,想知道有。我幽默的一面,並說,保險是從我的一個兄弟開了個玩笑。由於下午的推移,信任,和我的吸引力,迅速增長,直到在一個時刻更不能把我的右手,對她的性別。他很驚訝,但沒有不喜歡的想法。我不知道發生了什麼事情對我說他想處理和觸摸,無阻力,讓我拉下褲子關閉。興奮見頂四你男性的工具,白,直,很紅頭邀請我舉辦她在我的手,我的嘴。飯廳,我們去了我的房間,我與我的兩個兄弟,我們脫了衣服共享。當他看到穿著內褲的理解,最後包裝上的內衣,。我們去床和第一件事情,我所做的就是把她漂亮的嘴到陰莖,第一件事,我在我的手裡在我的生活,開始吸吮。我開始與睾丸,舔陰囊,然後他親吻和舔陰莖像一個冰淇淋,直到我介紹了他的嘴和吸它,直到我覺得在我嘴裡暨爆炸。我曾經覺得我的生命高於一切,最富有的味道,因為那時我承認這是第一次有人做。作為你的陰莖勃起,儘管他的射精,我問他,他媽的她。我們不知道怎麼樣,但他在讀一本雜誌,它是更好的,我把我的屁股上一些潤滑劑。我跑到我媽的房間,我帶了一罐面霜,耶穌上的小洞,我輕輕,推出不久,他的手指,直到他決定,和我在一個位置,滲透到我的狗。漸漸地我進入和刪除它時,它傷害了我的興奮,直到我他的囚犯和所做的一切,在我的權力完全進入她在我的屁股撒尿。他非常好,很快擴大,直到我喜歡他的陰莖裡面我覺得暨噴灑他的精子我的膽量,那麼我們就在床上躺了一會兒,開始吻很溫柔,直到我覺得他的新架設,並要求他他媽的我再次,他愉快地接受了,直到我覺得他的Mmmmmm,牛奶再次充斥我的身體。它已被他的妻子,他的第一任妻子,和我的第一個男人,我一個女人。從那一天起,我們的友誼增長點,在學校或總線上的,我們提出,當我們單獨或有沒有已知的percatábamos,我們吻了一下,負手,我們寫了兩個男朋友,我一直對愛的消息婦女的作用。我覺得像我一直想成為。

2011年10月19日 星期三

34歲初進婦科 才知原來她是他

中國時報【張翠芬、張睿纖╱台北報導】
一位卅四歲在金融業上班、外型亮眼的粉領族,從沒來過月經也不以為意,因陰道搔癢首次至婦產科就診,檢查發現竟然沒有子宮,經腹腔鏡手術在鼠蹊部發現不成熟的男性睪丸,手術取出睪丸並長期服用女性荷爾蒙,才開心恢復女兒身!
台灣婦產科醫學會祕書長林姿吟醫師表示,這名病患外型高(身兆)
美麗,有固定男友,也有過性行為,因陰道搔癢求診。她詢問最近一次生理期,病患卻說從來沒有來過月經,完全不覺得會影響生活,也因此沒有求診過。
經內診及超音波檢查,發現病患根本沒有子宮,難怪沒有月經,且在鼠蹊部發現兩顆不完全成熟的睪丸,最後檢查染色體也為46xy,係男性基因,她與患者都嚇了一大跳!
林姿吟指出,病患罹患「雄性激素不敏感症候群」,雖為男性基因沒有分泌女性荷爾蒙,但是依然皮膚光滑、體毛少,聲音和一般女生沒有差別,生殖器官也呈現正常女性外陰部,也有過性行為,從來不會有人懷疑「她」的性別。
林姿吟說,「還好該名患者提早發現及治療,手術取出睪丸並長期服用女性荷爾蒙,才開心地恢復女兒身,再晚一步可能轉變成致命的睪丸癌。」
林姿吟分析,「青少女求診婦科的比率少,父母親也沒有帶女兒定期至婦產科諮詢的觀念,才會發生已卅四歲才赫然發現是男兒身。」

2011年9月15日 星期四

澳洲護照性別選項 出現第三種「X」


 更新日期:2011/09/15 18:31 NewTalk 新頭殼
新頭殼newtalk 2011.09.15 徐千雅/綜合報導
澳洲政府今(15)日宣布,為了避免對跨性別者的歧視,未來的澳洲護照性別欄將出現第3種選項,除了男性(M)、女性(F)之外,還有(X),不確定(indeterminate)。
未來在澳洲,變性人和性別不清者能夠將他們的性別列為「不確定」,在護照上標為「X」。
一直以來,澳洲護照持有人的性別選擇只有男或女,除非曾進行變性手術,否則不能改變他們護照上的性別。外交部長陸克文說,新的性別選項消除了對性別認同及性取向的歧視。
參議員路易斯•普拉特表示,這項改革對一些旅行者是個好事,因為他們的相貌和護照上表明的性別不符,因此經常被盤問或拘禁。路易斯•普拉特本身的配偶出生時是名女性,但是現在被認定為男性。

2011年8月2日 星期二

少女月經沒來 檢查竟是男生


(中央社記者卞金峰桃園縣2日電)「這個月沒來,下個月沒來,以後也不會來!」桃園地區發現相當罕見的案例,1名過了青春期性特徵發育年齡的少女,遲遲不見月經,經醫院檢查發現少女沒子宮,竟是男兒身。
桃園敏盛醫院指出,1名逾16歲的少女,青春期的性特徵都已發育,但就是月經始終都沒來。家長相當擔心才帶少女至醫院檢查,結果發現少女竟無子宮。
醫院表示,經院方用超音波及透過染色體分析檢查,發現少女其實是男兒身,因體內雄性賀爾蒙無法產生相關的效應,使得原本應發育的男性性器官沒發育完成,反而女性賀爾蒙效應卻呈現很明顯,家長就這樣依女生來養「他」10多年。
院方說,建議患者將來經過評估後,再進行手術。

2011年6月30日 星期四

Golden Afternoon


Golden Dreams, hand embellished giclee on canvas



Ariana, hand embellished giclee on canvas


Aurora, hand embellished giclee on canvas

Blossoming Light, hand embellished giclee on canvas

Blossom, oil on canvas

When Morning Breaks, oil on canvas


The Black Pearl, oil on canvas

Iris, oil on canvas

Golden Tresses, oil on canvas

Golden Shawl, oil on canvas


Blush, oil on canvas

Romance and Light, oil on canvas

Afternoon's Rest, oil on canvas


Dawn, oil on canvas

Dawn's Caress, oil on canvas

2011年6月29日 星期三

Training the Male Part 7 - castration?

Let me make it perfectly clear that nothing I do to a male harms him or is against his will. Yes You may find it strange but males truly want to be dominated and controlled in a way that builds their personality, their worth,
their confidence and self worth. Castration is not part of that, neither is sexual denial. Males need sex and it is used as a reward and to further their subjugation by being feminized or performing a particular task in order to get it. The more this happens the more anxious they are to please. Castration would make this training process difficult.

Not to say I don't believe in castration, I do. I believe that any male who harms a child or woman should be castrated and have their penis removed. The first time, no exceptions. This would include child molestation, child abuse, rape, abuse, physical harm, threats, and intimidation. No excuse for a male to act in this manner and he should be modified and then put on female hormones, given breast implants and go through an intensive three year re organization of his mind and habits. Then a final review and if still not suitable a five year program of more intensive re modeling.

But for an owned male I don't see the advantage and too many disadvantages. His testicles can be used in a positive way to train, punish and reward him so why would you wish to lose that advantage?

Madam Rebecca

2011年6月26日 星期日

[sissieslifeandtimes] Training the male Part Six The Purse

Training the male – Part 6 – The Purse

I am often impressed by the excuses people come up with. The crutches they need to seemingly get something done. When it comes to training males there are a good many. "I need a dungeon", "I need a whip". "I need to beat him but I just can't bring myself to do that because I love him". These are simply excuses to allow the trainer to be lazy or procrastinate on what should be a simple and necessary task.

So I am going to provide you with a very simple, extremely commonly available and yet wonderfully effective training tool – The Purse! Men are terrified of a woman's purse. It's a thing of amazement and mystery to them. They are not sure what it contains but they are certainly positive that it contains a wonderment of feminine magic and even getting close to one could permanently effect their manhood and in that believe they are absolutely correct.

Now before I go into more details I want to make an addition to an earlier training session where I spoke of putting the male into female jeans. I inadvertently left out one part that is important and that is sewing the pockets shut. Yes the male's pant pockets should, no must always be sewn shut and then the front ones cut off on the inside. The reason is obvious, so they cannot use them. It's a disgusting male habit, stuffing their pockets and stretching out the fabric making the article of clothing sag and bulge and loses its shape. On some of the finer men's clothing pockets ARE sewn shut to prevent this very thing.

Women are intelligent and understand that pockets are for DESIGN and instead of running the appearance of their clothing they put the items that will so ruin the clothes into a PURSE. That's what we are going to teach the male to do. We will get not what all those items are later but first let me show you how to perfectly introduce the male to a purse.

The first time I introduced Sissie to a purse it was simply to ask him to hold it while we were in the store. He did but he was quite uncomfortable doing so. I did this several times on each of several trips until the habit of just taking it took place.

The next step was to be in the checkout line with a lot of people behind us. His pockets were sewn shut; he was wearing women's jeans and had no wallet or money on his person. I suddenly realized that I had forgotten something and told him I need to go and get it and to stay in line. I said, "Keep an eye on my purse and if you get to the clerk before I get back you have my permission to go into my purse and get my wallet out and pay for it". A look of fear came over his eyes and I just smiled and left before he could react. I had no intentions of getting anything. My intention was to leave this male in line with lots of people around and have him use a purse in public. I circled around and got behind him so I could watch him where he was not likely to see me. He acted nervous as he got close and finally he picked up the purse and got the wallet out and paid for the items. The clerk smiled at him and several other people watched him closely in wonderment.

After he passed through the check out I came over and said, "I am proud of you, you took care of things while I was gone. I didn't find what I was looking for". And we left. This reinforcement is important. It's ok if others make remarks or laugh at him but YOU must always reinforce his feminine behavior or submissive behavior as positive and that you approve. He must know and hear and see that you like this from him and reward him for it through praise, gifts or other rewards.

This started to happen quite often to Sissie. We, getting in line and then me disappearing and he having to use my purse. In some cases a cart was involved but gradually it was not. This meant he had to actually carry the purse on his person rather than leave it in the cart where it was less intimidating to him.

The next step was to get him a clutch purse. We went to the store and looked at them. He had no idea it was for him and even when I asked him which he liked the best he was oblivious to the purpose of my question. He picked out the one he liked best and then I purchased it. After paying the clerk but not yet leaving I said, "I like you choice of purses honey, I think this will work perfect for you". The clerk giggled and Sissie turned beat red. When these things happen to him he reverts to a more submissive posture. It seems he takes this submissive position to refrain from causing trouble and getting himself in a more embarrassing position. Note how your male reacts and learn to employ that action into his training. So I then said, "I like this one too but if you would rather we could exchange it for one of the others or is this really the one you wanted?" A very red faced with head hung Sissies replied, "No Ma'am I like this one fine." I smiled at the clerk who was now grinning from ear to ear and shaking her head, then left.

Once outside I explained that there were times I wanted him to go to the store and he needed a way to carry the money and things and this was the simple answer to that problem. His reply, "Yes Ma'am, I understand". A clutch purse is not as threatening to a male as a shoulder bag but it is effective, none the less. For the next while when I would need only a few things at the store I would pull up and have Sissie go in and get them while I waited in the car. I especially liked to make these feminine things like makeup, nylons, pads, lotions, etc. Just one or two Items to get him used to going in and doing this with his clutch purse. I especially liked to make the trips repeats to the same stores and preferably on the same days and times so that the clerks were often the same and got used to seeing him. Most would just smile at him and sometimes other customers in line or another clerk (I would sneak and watch to see what was going on so I could adjust any training). Some would make little comments like "Oh that's a nice way to carry your money" or "It's nice to see a man carry a purse to keep things in". From his raining he knew that I would occasionally set up people so he had to be polite and respond in a positive manner or take the chance that I would find out.

After a few weeks of this we went purse shopping again. He feared what was happening but was not about to resist my actions in a store full of women. Especially not while wearing a bra, panties and nylons under women's jeans. He had already been taken to a dress shop on our honey moon and tried on man dresses and skirts in front of the store owner and walked out with a selection so he knew what I was capable of. So when I asked him to choose the purse he liked best he got dry mouthed, red faced and picked out a very plain one. I told him I did not care for that one and his next choice needed to be much better or I would ask the clerk to come and help us pick out one. By this statement he knew I wanted him to pick a more sissyish purse and if he disappointed me he would be involved with a store clerk who would most certainly know the purse was for him and would likely engage in a taunting that would be most embarrassing to him. He swallowed hard and chose a more feminine purse. I smiled at him and told him I liked that one and was proud of his choice.

Again while purchasing the purse I commented on his choice and how well I thought it would work for him in front of the clerk. She just smiled and said nothing. As she went to bag it I asked if he could just carry it out and she said, "Sure would you like me to remove the tags?" I told her that would be nice and she did. Then she handed the purse to Sissie and said, "I hope you like your new purse" and then busted out laughing. "He was stunned and as there were two other women in line behind us he quickly glanced at them and saw the smirks on their faces and turned beat red. He was so caught off guard that he turned to leave temporarily forgetting his manners and his place but before I could call him on it he turned and said, "Thank you Ma'am, I am sure I will" and then hurried out of the store. I let his mortification go and as we were driving home he asked in a defeated voice, "Madam, must I carry this purse in public?"

I smiled and said, "No dear you don't have to. It's up to you and depends if you want to please me or make me upset with you for displeasing me." That's all it took as he fully understood that life with me was not tolerable if I was angry at him. I can't say that he has totally gotten used to carrying the purse when appearing in public as a male. He has when out dressed totally as a female he is very comfortable with it and seems to actually view it as a security to himself.

Next let's discuss what Sissie carries in his purse and you can then adjust the items to suite your desires for your male. Each it me is chosen for a purpose, not necessarily a real purpose but a use in training and providing a mental reminder of who and what he is.

First he carries a pink brush not a comb. He must have a compact, makeup kit, at least two colors of nail polish and a clear coat as well and polish remover. If he must wait in the car for a while I often occupy him by having him change his nail color. Nail file, Eyelash shaper, perfume, skin lotion and a pack of tissues. He also carries a pad and two tampons as well as a butt plug and penis gag. The butt plug I will often decide to have go into a restroom and insert and the penis gag comes n handy if I am visiting someone and don't want him making nay noise (not that he would but the effect is well worth the effort, it's amazing how defeating it is to have him wear it while I am visiting with someone else it just puts him in his place and makes a statement to all who see him like this that he is a submissive obedient defeated sissy, most women are just amazed at how submissive and obedient he is).

I also have him carry an extra pair of fancy panties, a hair bow, bobby pins, safety pins and house keys. Then there is the small photo album, this contains photos of him in dresses and uniforms as well of me with some of my lovers. The ones of me are not explicit but they can be explicit of my lovers. For example he carries one of me with my hand wrapped around one of my Black lover's hard cock and kissing him but I am dressed.

He is also required to carry his collar and leash and short cord to bind his wrists behind his back if necessary. I have him carry a bottle of Midol and a bottle of women's vitamins. If he gets moody then he takes one of each in public after being told to do so. It's amazing how seldom that happens anymore. And of course he has a women's wallet to carry inside his purse with some money typically $5.00 unless being sent to purchase items then he is given the amount necessary and must account for every penny with receipts.

So what does all of this accomplish? Several things. It's a huge help in de maleing having him adjust to a feminine world and leave the masculine on he was originally in. It helps him accept my authority and realize he is mine and needs to work to please me including changes in how he acted as a male. It's a mindset that allows him to accept his status as my sissy and realize mentally that being a man was false belief on his part. The association it creates with the feminine worlds helps him to relate and understand women much better and that creates a more harmonious life style. As he accepted the purse he began to forget about the humiliation associate with it and started to take pride. He eventually even asked if he could pick out a new purse and carries it with a sense of pride now. Even those who see him with it seem to sense it is not something they can use against him but rather compliment him on carrying the purse. For example, recently while in the store checkout a clerk said, "It's nice to see a boy (notice she did not say man) strong enough to carry a purse". Sissie looked at her and said, `Thank you, I didn't like the idea at first but my wife insisted and now I find it is very practical and don't understand why other males (notice he did not say men either) don't carry one, they really are very handy." She then smiled and winked t me and mouthed back to her ("thank you").
By shaping the male into feminine ideals you will gain a loyal, faithful, dedicated servant. You will find him pleasant, enjoyable, agreeable and helpful. Your time spent with him will be more productive and interesting. Do you really want to hear about all the junk men talk about? Would it not be more enjoyable to discuss fashion, accessories, makeup and hair? Wouldn't you really like an immaculate home the housework and dishes and laundry all being kept up and done for you by your sissy maid? Wouldn't you really feel better if you had the respect and he was the submissive obedient one permitting you time for the important things in your life and getting the respect you deserve when guests are over? And what about sex? Are you really satisfied with him as your lover? Or would you enjoy a variety of men to play with and enjoy?

I know my answers and you need to honestly determine yours. But whatever portions of the training you apply and freedoms you enjoy you're male will be much happier for it. The male needs to be trained and needs to be controlled and needs to be directed to please you or he cannot possibly ever be happy or content. These things do not harm him; they make him a better person. He will be healthier, happier and proud of you. It's actually quite cruel to NOT train a male to suit your needs. Take the responsibility of properly training him for both your benefits. It's no different than a pet owner with a pet that is not trained. You have the same rights and same responsibility with your male.

Madam Rebecca

2011年6月24日 星期五

想要豐滿好身材 求諸人工不如靠自己


愛美的女生,都很在意自己的身材。三軍總醫院中醫部主治醫師林高士表示,女生為了好身材而到外面求診,總會有難為情、感到難以啟齒的情形,像這種情況,不如自行準備木瓜豐乳湯,幫自己補一補,不求人,讓男人一手無法掌握。
林高士醫師指出,木瓜豐乳湯能調補氣血,健胸豐乳。需自行準備豬腳1隻、青木瓜1個、花生2兩、鹽巴1小匙、米酒1小匙、薑片少許、西洋參2錢、白朮3錢、伏苓3錢、炙甘草2錢、葛根3錢、通草1錢、枸杞5錢、紅棗5粒、大茴香1粒。
林高士醫師進一步指出,木瓜豐乳湯的做法很簡單,先將西洋參、白朮、伏苓、炙甘草、葛根、通草、枸杞、紅棗、大茴香等中藥材洗乾淨後放入鍋子內,加水3杯,燒開後轉小火熬煮至1杯,然後過濾取藥汁備用。
將豬腳切成塊、洗乾淨川燙一下,並用熱油炸約5分鐘後濾掉乾油,花生用熱水泡約1個鐘頭去外膜,青木瓜削去外皮切成塊狀;拿一個鍋子,放入豬腳、花生和青木瓜,然後倒入藥汁再加6杯水,用小火煮至豬腳和花生爛熟,再加鹽巴、米酒調味即可。

2011年6月22日 星期三

[轉] 像「_也」 這樣的一個女子——訪問變性人Yannes

2010-11-09 11:04:13


訪問:Echo, Kitty, Javier

文:Javier

我們究竟是男,還是女?

「我在幼稚園的時候已經覺得自己跟周遭的男孩子不同,每堂排隊上廁所的時候,我都會很自然地排在女孩子隊伍中,每次都要老師像『夾公仔』般把我夾回男生的隊伍中。到了小學,由於我是下午班,而哥哥則返全日制,每朝趁媽媽去買菜,家中只剩我一個人的時候,我都會打開媽媽的衣櫃,換上她的衣服,做回自己。我真的覺得媽媽的衣服很漂亮,我著上身後亦覺得自己很美,很自然,比起那討厭的褲子,感覺舒服得多。由小到大,沒有人教,自己很自然的會像女孩子般坐著如廁,每次被媽媽見到都會很嬲地罵我。我從來不明白為什麼我不可以坐著去廁所……

升上中學後,在性教育課時,老師說了一句我當時覺得很震撼的一句說話:『有陽具的就是男孩子』,原來那東西令我成為男性,就是男性這組詞令我不能穿上自己喜歡的裙。青春期的時候,不明所以地有個男同學很喜歡玩健身,於是我跟其他同學都跟著去玩,想著是不是練大隻一點,我就可以更像『男性』,結果是……這些玩意不是屬於我的。」

我眼前的Yannes是一個很標緻的女生,她在訪問中給我們看了一張當「她還是他」的時候的一張證件相。平頭裝的他,雄赳赳的很有男子氣慨,很難與眼前的她連上關係。

「也許我是較幸運的一位,不是所有人的外表都有著兩面性,使人較易接受她們的形象。以前我只是想做一個別人能夠接受到的形象(即所謂的普通人),我曾經結過婚,夫妻之間的生活一定牽涉到性,但我本身不太喜歡自己的性器官,所以要用它來取悅妻子的時候,是一個挑戰,同時是一種痛苦。我無法從自己與妻子的性愛過程中得到快感,只是學著AV中男主角高潮時的神態,扮作很享受,當作交功課,速速完事,盼妻子不察覺自己的異樣。相比陰道交,我較喜歡以Lesbian的方式(如愛撫)做愛。說實話,當初選擇結婚以為可以迫使自己做一個男人,想自己可以改變,迎合別人對我的期盼,但其實是不行的。過了約一年半後,我便與太太離婚,原因並非她發現我有想變性的想法,而是她在外面有第三者。」

Yannes 跟我們說,她現在已經過了兩年的全裝生活(註1),但這過程中一路並不好走。

「其實家人一直都反對我進行變性,平時回家吃飯的時候,他們都會利用不同的言詞向我施壓,希望我改變。甚至乎有次試過回家吃飯的時候,家人罵得很兇,有段時間我都不太想回家吃飯。我現在唯有慢慢地讓他們適應,平時有親戚到訪的時候,我都會作一個中性的打扮,父母都要面子,這樣做起碼令他們較為好受。

而且在香港,沒有專科部門處理我們的需求。因為變性(手術)涉及很多部門的處理,包括精神科、心理醫生、內科(藥物——荷爾蒙藥的使用)、整型外科等等,我們首先要經精神科醫生證實我們有「病」(性別認同障礙),才可以再作進一步的安排。香港缺乏這方面的服務,使我們很多時候要光顧私人的精神科醫生、心理醫生等,又要根據前人的配方自己配服荷爾蒙藥,經濟稍差的朋友則需要花很多的時間才能獲醫生接見。」

Yannes快將會進行變性手術,切除生殖器,及造人工陰道,由被醫生「證實」到做手術前這期間,她需要長期向精神科醫生報告,看看是否真的適合變性生活。望著Yannes期待了廿多年終於可以做回自己的樣子,筆者打從心為她高興。人的性別本身並非一個絕對的黑白光譜,只有喜歡(具有女性生殖器的)女生的(具有男性生殖器的)男生或相反的性別定型,繼而把其他一切的可能性排拒。Yannes 曾引用她朋友的一句說話:「當我們連自己的性別都無法簡單地說出是男是女的時候,又怎能要求另一半是男是女呢?」這正好說明性/別本身不可以二分,像變性朋友般,他們根本不能簡單地歸入男/女的分野之中。

他人眼中的性別都未必是我們自己認為的性別,對於自己身體的掌控,甚至自己性別的展現,都應由我們作主!在面對最真誠的自己的時候,不妨問一個最根本的問題——究竟我是誰?

註1:換了一個性別身份(sexual identity)後的生活

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像它這樣的一個資源中心

文:echo

如上文所說,Yannes是一位準備變性的朋友,亦因為這個身份,她成為跨性別資源中心的核心成員。跨性別(transgender)不止指變性人(transsexual),亦包括易服(cross- dressing)及扮裝(transvestite)。在香港,跨性別仍然是一個陌生的議題,法官也認為要多加討論(註1)。跨性別資源中心作為本港唯一的關注組織,正默默起革命。


無資源無中心的資源中心

Yannes笑稱,跨性別資源中心這名稱只有「跨性別」三個字是對的,因為中心根本無資源無會址(只有網頁)。中心於2007年正式註冊,前身是HK CD Family(註2)。政府並無向中心提供任何資助,中心一直以申請外國機構的基金為收入,有時去大學做分享順便賺些車馬費幫補。Yannes表示,如果有足夠資金,都想租個會址。除了資金短缺,人手不足同樣是一大困難。頭兩年幾乎沒有人辦事,中心形同虛設。現在人手比較多了,可以分工合作,例如一些主力宣傳,一些負責網頁等。但因為中心沒有能力聘請全職員工,運作仍得靠會員自行抽時間支撐。

中心的主要工作是教育大眾和團結社群。中心希望透過教育,令公眾多瞭解跨性別這個議題,減少歧視。除大學以外,中心還致力爭取到中學分享經驗。不難想像,一個跨性別的組織要進入中學,會遇到很大阻力,尤其是不少中學有宗教背景。中心寄出的信件和打出的電話,不是音訊全無就是遭拒絕。但中心依然主動出擊,最近終於可以到大埔一所中學辦講座,連Yannes都感到意外。 中心打算將「平等人權」的概念帶入中學,讓學生明白跨性別人士爭取應有的權益是合情合理。另一方面,中心會為跨性別社群提供協助,如往哪裡看醫生、看哪一科、情緒輔導、工作上的不平等待遇等,解決生活上的困難,「幫番自己人」,團結力量。


醫生:想變性?唔係我負責喎……

對於想變性的朋友來說,中心提供的服務當中,最切身的莫過於關於變性手術的指引。Yannes說,香港現時沒有專門的醫療團隊負責變性這個漫長的過程,他/她們每個都幾乎試過不知該往哪個部門「求診」的滋味——到底是心理、精神病、外科還是哪個都不是?他/她們就如人球一樣,被踢來踢去。何況醫生也不一定能「對症下藥」,當想變性的朋友問醫生自行服藥是否可行,他們有時只說沒有副作用就可以。所以不少變性人會到外地做手術,一來可以避過用幾年時間去証明自己有病的精神及心理治療,二來手勢純熟。這正正顯示出現時本港醫療體制的嚴重不足——沒有人手沒有技術,部門間的協調亦十分混亂。其實以前曾經有過「性別認同小組」,專門為跨性別人士提供服務,後來因為醫療改革而被分拆了。由此可見,成立專門小組是可能 的。Yannes說最近有醫生正在組織一支專門小組,一條龍處理變性人的問題。變性人承受著自己錯配的壓力和精神病的汙名,醫療體制上的一點便利可以減輕他/她們的痛苦,有必要盡快展開,而且經驗、技術和人手等都需要時間去累積。


另一種資源與出路

談到跨性別人士在香港性別運動中所擔當的角色,Yannes一再強調,他/她們不是要特權,而是爭取你有我有的合理權益。中心還會聯合其他性別組織去搞運動,目的是團結力量,有商有量,總比單獨行動好。舉個例說,中心會與同性戀團體討論同性婚姻,雖然雙方有時意見不同——同志團體不同意變性人「異性戀」的婚姻概念,但都會異中求同,目前就希望讓更多的性小眾進入主流建制,從內而外地鬆動建制,長遠的目標則是取消一男一女的婚姻定義,只要兩個人同意就可結婚。如果期望大量資源暫時是不可能,那麼結合力量是欠缺資源的組織的另一出路吧。要有跨性別資源中心和其他友好組織的聲音,要有它們作為媒介引起廣泛討論,才能令大家明白跨性別人士,那才是法官所指的討論吧。



註 1:早前變性人爭取婚姻的官司雖被判敗訴,但法官認為這不是終結,社會反而應藉此進行更多的討論。

註 2:HK CD Family即自由(講)場,是網上有關跨性別的討論區。

參考:小曹,「性別國手——訪問袁維昌醫生」

[sissieslifeandtimes] Training the male Part 5

Training the male Part 5

Bed time is an especially important time for training. The male should have an early bed time and often have it changed to even earlier. For example I love to send Sissie to bed while he has started to enjoy something like a TV show or when guests are over and he has served his purpose. To say, "Sissie I think it's your bed time, go get ready for bed and come back and tell everyone goodnight before you go to sleep" is especially gratifying. The looks on the faces of the guests as they see him hang his head and go off to do as he was told is priceless.

When he returns though it gets even better as he is required to wear only the shortest and frilliest nighties. He also wears fluffy slippers and carries a baby doll. But there is more to it than meets the eye. For example he must insert a butt plug and keep his padded bra on. These help to remind him of what he is. He also wears a tight corset 24/7 so this does not get removed. Once he is all ready he must stand in front of a full length mirror for a full five minutes turning and getting various views of himself. I have a remote camera trained on his standing spot so he does not know if I am watching or not.

The purpose of the mirror is imprint on his mind his image as a sissy. He sees real men and real women as my guests and then sees himself. He must subconsciously compare himself to these others and it helps his mind accept what he is. When he returns to the bed room he must repeat this process before retiring.

But before he gets to go to sleep he must appear in front of the guests and say goodnight offering a curtsey and modeling his night wear. Most of them he has made and I will comment on this as, "Did you make that pretty nighty Sissie". "Yes Ma'am." Why did you choose that color and style?" I love Pink Madam and I chose the style because I am such a sissy I think it's what I should wear."

"Do you have your Butt plug in?" "Yes Ma'am". "Which one?" "The 8 inch Black one Ma'am". "That's your favorite one isn't it Sissie, you really do choose that one a lot". "Yes Ma'am, it reminds me of Master Ma'am". "Very good choice, do turn down my bed and sleep in your pet bed as Roger and I will be in after our guests leave". "Yes, Ma'am."

You will notice that I give him orders in front of my guests and that I refer to the bed as MY bed and his place to sleep as your pet bed. My words and actions speak of my power and control. His speak of his weakness and submissiveness. He has just been seen as a pansy, a cuckold and a spineless twit and there is no way to pretend he is anything else or to take it back and hide it.

If I am feeling particularly adventurous I will have him perform the "I'm a little teapot song and dance before going to bed. I also often ask him to tell everyone his dollies name. Or to take his time walking but to shake it as he does. Anything to set his mind to thinking very deeply about my power and his lack thereof. To demonstrate in front of others his inferior subservient position and how easy it is o control and manipulate him. These things may seem very humiliating or even cruel to some but the fact is that as he accepts them it makes him a much better person and in time he actually comes to enjoy this sort of treatment. It allows him to validate what he is.

This type of attention is extremely important in making sure he recognizes you as the only authority in his life and does what you say without question. The other night I had Sissie do all of these things and then before sending him to bed I told him, "Sissie I think your mouth needs some stretching go and get your favorite penis gag. He has two one is white and one is Black. I don't know that the Black one is actually his favorite on but he knows it's mine so that's what he gets. When he returned I had him turn and face my 5 guests while I strapped it in place on him making sure his head was high and not hanging down to hide.

Many comments are heard as he sashays down the hall to once again stand in front fo th mirror after having gone through this training and then to bed where his subconscious will relive it all night long imprinting on his mind what he is hoe he must obey.

Madam Rebecca

2011年6月13日 星期一

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10
 $    1.30

Provera
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5
mg
50
tabs
 $   38.00
 FREE
10
 $    1.52

Provera
10
mg
50
tabs
 $   76.00
 FREE
10
 $    1.52

Provera
5
mg
24
tabs
 $   18.95
 $       7.00
10
 $    1.58

Provera
2.5
mg
42
tabs
 $   17.95
 varies
10
 $    1.71